Over the last 17 years I have tried to make being a DJ work, spent thousands upon thousands of dollars on a lot of stuff that was sworn by that turned out to be a crap shoot at best for me. I have always been a firm believer in investing what you have and not what you don't. I made a lot of sacrifices, VERY large ones up to and including my family to try to make being a mobile DJ work. On paper, it's looks very lucrative and could even be successful but the real world has proven to me that's not interested in me or what I have to offer it. It doesn't care for a minute. It's just not anything that can be done with me applied to it. Being short the many more thousands of dollars needed to make it work, I have had to stop and re-evaluate my life and the future of me trying to be a DJ.
Trying to be a DJ for me has been the number one source of conflict for me the past 17 years. Everyone has said do this do that , tried that, it failed now what? The what is, is that I am going to have to let it go. I just simply can't deal with the heartbreak and the conflict anymore. The time is gone and I'll never be able to replace it. I'm not going to be able to have peace in my life until I let it go. Everything has been a constant struggle and even a fight for me. I've decided that I no longer need that or want that. With my health beginning to fail, because I do not have the many thousands of dollars necessary to see a real doctor with, at this time I just have to draw the line right here and decide what is fantasy and what is dreams and histrionics.
The people on this discussion have been most kind, gracious and professional to me, more than I can say about the other discussion forums I have been involved with which will remain nameless. As I lay this hot mess down and bury it, to you all here I just wanted to say thank you and good night.
Mike Burke
Trying to be a DJ for me has been the number one source of conflict for me the past 17 years. Everyone has said do this do that , tried that, it failed now what? The what is, is that I am going to have to let it go. I just simply can't deal with the heartbreak and the conflict anymore. The time is gone and I'll never be able to replace it. I'm not going to be able to have peace in my life until I let it go. Everything has been a constant struggle and even a fight for me. I've decided that I no longer need that or want that. With my health beginning to fail, because I do not have the many thousands of dollars necessary to see a real doctor with, at this time I just have to draw the line right here and decide what is fantasy and what is dreams and histrionics.
The people on this discussion have been most kind, gracious and professional to me, more than I can say about the other discussion forums I have been involved with which will remain nameless. As I lay this hot mess down and bury it, to you all here I just wanted to say thank you and good night.
Mike Burke